What Liquid Dreams Are Made Of.

Heya my 5 followers!
How has your week been? It has been... well read the previous entry and you get it.

Okay see what I wrote up there? The title? I'm usually not the kind of person who expresses explicit things, well atleast not here anyway (teehee) but since I have been appreciating such beautiful hot men these days I guess the next few entries will be filled with a picture of one guy that I would like to meet and kiss and hold hands and even have sex with. Of course these are all fantasies. It is a liquid dream after all. Come on, we all know what we're talking about here, don't we? It's got nothing to do with waterfall, rivers, soup or any of that kind of fluid.

I just got home from watching Burlesque. Long story short, there wasn't really a story. They didn't bring anything new to the plot but the costumes, and music and make up and dance routine and the singing is just EPIC! Even is the plot sucks please go watch and appreciate this mordernized burlesque-esque show. Hehe.

In relation to this particularly hot topic, there's a McSteamy AND a guy with a STEAMY GAZE. I swear, everytime his gaze is cued on camera I just have to duck to restrain myself. So irresistable. Introducing Cam Gigandet:
Yes readers, you have seen him in Never Back Down, Twilight and Easy A. This man is going to be fill Adelle soon enough. The way he looks at the girl.... Oh boy oh boy oh boy!!

But till then, I gotta get my beauty sleep while....

xoxo
Eli

These past few days have been really tough on me and my family. An aunt who had undergone surgery for her slipped disc developed a perforated stomach ulcer from her long term use of painkillers. She had to go for an emergency surgery where they cut through her abdomen in one long slice in the midline of her tummy. Now, she is in ICU for close monitoring.

Then, her husband who has been taking care of her fell in their home after coming out from the bathroom and got the wind knocked out of him for a bit. When he came to consciousness which was fortunately rapid, he could not remember that his wife was in the hospital. He kept on asking for her every 15 minutes. Their grandchildren were thoroughly shaken by this yet some members of this family don't get how scary things are to children making them question why these kids are so afraid of seeing the granddad alone.

I'm a sinner and definitely sub-perfection but I get very upset when somebody likes to bitch about anything and everything especially when that person is not a saint either. *sigh* The things you go through with family. Frankly speaking, almost if not all, will just sweep things under the rug and ignore it till it piles up and trips you.

Edward is far away from me, somebody is not talking to me (an entry is saved up entirely for this situation but i think it can wait) and Jacob just suddenly comes in after so long. I kinda miss Jacob. I can say that I was close with him once. I'd gladly say it to anyone. Jacob's cool.

Enough with this sad sad entry. Let's change the pace about. Here are the things I'm excited about:

1) My newly bought iPhone needed cases and I would like to collect them all. (new blog about this too!)

2) Watched accidental husband and accidentally fell in love with Jeffrey Dean Morgan.

3) I'm going to Gold Coast in 2 weeks.

4) India trip with Edward and Jimmy and Engkian in 3 weeks plus 1 day. hehe

5) I have been getting song cover requests from supportive friends who want to hear me sing. More reasons to melalak at home! hehe

6) I played Angry Birds Valentines all stages in one night and all 3 stars! I should get a medal or something.

7) Im so sleepy now I can sleep and correct my body clock! teehee.

However, old obsessions never fade away i guess because I have seen this picture when it first came out but have had the pleasant surprise of seeing this again through a tumblr site. I have to tell you, this man can be in my s*x fantasy anytime! *Swoon*



Don't you think he is made of 100% pure male hotness with the bruises and cuts? I'm in love. With this, I end my day with a smile and possibly a naughty thought! teehee kidding.

Sweet dreams my love,

xoxo Eli

Alhamdulillah


When I started studying for my First Professional Examinations, I was particularly fussy over the fact that I tend to go online too much. I had my facebook, twitter, tumblr, justjared and many other online stuff. I spend extra time on my facebook too! I don't even know why.

So I decided to just inactivate my facebook, cut off from the large community there temporarily till I passed my exams. Not till the last day of exams but till I got a green light to move on to the next semester. It was torturous!

BUT!! As of now, well as of two days ago, I now have reactivated my facebook, back to blogging, tweeting like mad, sounding the horn every 15 minutes and am a proud owner of an iPhone 4.

Mum bought it for me 6 days before I passed but I refused to take it unless I pass. Now, that I have.... HEEEE!!! I love it!

Alhamdulillah. Syukur! Terima Kasih. Thank you.

Peace out!

xoxo
Eli



Rilatin

Day 2 of exams is over. Now, we have the weekend to polish on our clinical skills i.e. history taking, advice giving, decision making and physical examinations. Bahh...


I was actually quite disappointed with the way today went. I had problems answering some questions and there were things I really didn't know. How to be a doctor then? I dont think I failed but maybe a mere pass which isn't convincing considering the big F I got in one of the previous in course assessment.

God, I'm leaving this to you. It's in your hands now I can only have faith that I'll pass this.
Please pass me.

xoxo
Eli

Rising panic..

From the depths of my inner soul I feel the ugly monster rears its head to surface as I breathe fast with ruminating thoughts of the unspoken.


Exams in 9 hours and counting down. Wish me luck guys!

God, I have done my best to study and put knowledge in my tiny little brain.
I ask calmness and a clear mind from you. Help me through this difficulty.
Amin~!
InsyaAllah all of us will pass.

xoxo
Eli

On and on and on...

My obsession continues....I have been lucky enough to stumble upon DailyBooth. Yea yea, I'm a bit slow with all internet things. I've got a life outside of the internet but I am forever pulled towards wasting my time on the internet when I should be reading things on Paediatrics, Obstetrics, Psychiatry, Orthopaedics, Surgery, Internal and Family Medicine.


Anyhoo, I found this guy of course you have seen him. He's in my previous entry. I got this picture from his dailybooth so being the stalker that I am, (should being a doctor is not the thing for me, I shall dedicate my life to blogging about him vlogging on the youtube) I copied his image url and blogged! At the rate that I'm going, I should have a tumblr. My narcissism should also get me a dailybooth account but no, I shall not succumb to internet things because it is evil. Not compatible to my daily life. Especially now since I have a lot of things to study. I'm just finding ways to procrastinate.

Oddly enough, that was how Mr Charlie here started getting famous on Youtube. He was procrastinating when having to study for his GCSE's i think. I know for sure I won't get famous because my blog is utterly nonsensical and full of crap!

I'm just gonna leave this now. Btw, I would like to have that man in my bed next to me - or next to uk - with that smoulder. Very very very sexy. Yet, charlieissocoollike thinks it is a sinister face. Pfft... boys.

xoxo
Eli

Creativity

Once again, I am wasting my time. I've always liked the idea of creating something totally amazing from scratch. Something that you can proudly show it to someone and say, 'Yea, it's mine. I made that. I own it!'


I came across this English youtuber very recently - okay I know I'm a new fan and I know I don't really have that much readers but what the hell.

Going back to the sole reason of this entry. Charlie McDonnell the youtuber 'charlieissocoollike' hosts this channel with rather random interesting things like eating wine gums off the carpet, dyeing his hair red, painting his entire body purple and etc. It's all part of a Challenge Charlie. He has fans tweet, write, text, vlog or email him challenging him to do something ridiculous.

I happen to really really like this one challenge. I don't know if it was part of a challenge but I'd like to think so. In an interview, ages ago, he told the interviewer one of the challenges was to make a song without using any music instruments but out of anything that he can find in his house. Bless him, this guy isn't the best singer you can find. A rather good one I might add but he is the most creative person I have watched - on the internet. With is off-beat-off-lyrics, he created a song using everyday things and a sweet sweet voice.






Watch this and tell me what you think. I was really impressed.

Change

I'm so glad I changed the layout to my blog. It was getting more pathetic the more I look at it.

Oh well, what do you think? I wasted my time doing this of course rather than studying. Took me about an hour.

Chop chop, time to get your ass out the bed and study! Have a lovely weekend.

xoxo
Eli

Point of Focus

To some of you who knows the existence of a rather mundane life that is me, would already know by now that I have problems with my glasses for quite sometime. In the midst of my exam preparation, my beloved specs decided to 'loosen up' and hang around at the tip of my nose every time I even move. Yes, I know this is mostly my fault. I dont take the off properly, i dont put them on properly, I sleep with it, I sit on it, I lie on top of it, I throw it around like a rag doll, i squash it together with my toiletteries in my tote bag and the list goes on and on and on...

Fine, I'm sorry!! It has been bugging me and giving me intermittent headaches with the focusing and defocussing which is bloody frustrating. However, I have managed to temporarily fixed that problem. BEHOLD!!! (below)


See what I did there?! My previous specs was a really good brand, thus the amount of money that was spent on it should at least get me some extra goodies from fcuk. I got some glass cleaner spray, a pouch thingy, mini screwdriver (my fav though I can't seem to find it) and this Granny-style string.

I used the string and tied a pseudoknot (adjustable - brilliant eh?) behind my head. What with the large excessive mane I have, I simply tuck the knot between the bushes and voila! No more sliding glasses that looks granny-ish! I'm such a genius!! MUAHAHAH *crazy scientist laugh*

I promise (not!) to get Lucy Hale - like glasses for my next one. Weee... Till then my fellow readers - or the non-existent hallucinatory followers.

xoxo
Eli