Results.

I got my first A- for the whole of my six semesters of studying medicine.

Frankly, I think Dr James is lenient. Compared to Jimmy (who got the same grade as I did)I didn't think i did that excellently.

But a way to boost my confidence and a motivation to keep the score that way.
Besides, our Dear Edward got a huge A and i quote "set a bench mark for the surgery postings" by Dr Yushak. *eyes glistening with tears*

I'm so proud of you, baby!
I'm proud of me too!

Good Elisha. Keep it up!

Alhamdulillah.....

Perfect Man

I haven't been blogging because I really didnt have an interesting topic to talk about. Not interesting enough. But this I just cannot wait to tell you!!

All of you must know by now how obsessed i am with Chuck. Lately, I've been repeatedly watching reruns of the show online.

I watch his interviews. He's press conference and even read his articles in magazines.
That's not much about him especially his love life but My Goodness~!! He's good looking, funny, terribly nice and A NERD!!!!

I love nerds! Since he's a gamer I guess he doesn't have that much talent till i found out that he got top ten in the pro/celebrity toyota car race and he sings (only featuring) for band from tv. He's performance although patchy because he couldn't remember the lyrics to the song (cut him some slack coz it was all impromptu!!) but he has a surprisingly good voice! Very low and powerful and MANLY!!! BAHAHAH!!! *floats on cloud nine* ini obsessi tahap kritikal!!!


Anyways, after days of not seeing anything new from him, this video came up on youtube. He's part is very little but I hope this continues to be one whole song with solo parts! *swoons*
Don't tell me you won't fall in love with this guy. I wanna I wanna I wannaa........

Zachary Levi, I *heart* you!!!


Stress-free

The above title does not describe what my life is right now. It's hectic, tiring and requires your every fiber of attention-seeking-nerves to be alert. I can't imagine what life would be without clinical practice. Really I do. I just think that once you're in clinical school, everything else that you have learnt in Phase 1 is tame.


The problem with clinical school is, you think you've learnt all the hands on stuff that reading seems trivial and so you leave it to the last minute.

Mind you, added with the reports, summaries and other assignment, I barely have time to register anything in my mind.

I know partly is because I'm just a lazy ass. So this is the entry where I tell myself to buck up, suck it up and Fuck my life up to study a storm up!

I'm gonna try and kick ass on Thursday's End-of-Postings Clinical Exam.

I can do this.

Wish me luck!

Forget

Oh I was supposed to post this up two days ago. Remember the deal about seeing everything positively and bring out the best in the worst possible moment?


It was awesome. We sat skimmed the cool sea water with our toes, took tonned of pictures and sat down at a table under the coconut tree while playing 'guess the song' game. You sing three consecutive lyrics and let us try to guess what song it is! Teehee.

We laugh and laugh and laugh! Not even a single second was about Medicine. What a way to balance things!!

And so, have you done something that will make you happy despite what ever crappy situation you're in? Go ahead. Try it and the smile will not fade for the rest of the day.




Hey J.


I can't believe myself. I just can't bear the thought of what I've done. What I've been doing and still doing as a matter of fact. It's disgusting. repulsive! It's against my principles and I should know better than to bend the rules. To commit such a sin! Urgh.... Here's the truth:

I'm stalking someone. Just because he has the face of an angel. And his English is good. And he speaks with a certain accent. *sigh*

The irony is his name is Edward. Hahah. I know I nickname somebody else (he-who-i-blog-about-most-of-the-time) Edward but MY GOD this human being is chiseled to perfection! I'm exaggerating i guess. Ah... And to make things worse, I stalked him on facebook. Just to get a picture. He already has a girlfriend though. But normal lah. All this ppl, status single. PFFTT...

Anyway, it makes me think about my Edward.

This is the real Edward:

The far left. Chindian. Did I tell you that? I mean COME ONE!

*if by any chance some of you know him, please don't stay away from me. It's just an appreciation of God's creation. What do you think? *swoon*

But Mine is wayyy better: My Edward

Tolong la..... Heeee

Thin ice.

Okay, today isn't the best day of my life but I like to make things in a cheery mode so that I don't have to deal with the moodiness the whole day.


Anyway, in ward rotations, Group A will be attached the Port Dickson Hospital. The drive is damn long, the toll is 3.20 one way and ward rounds start at 8.00. How the hell are you suppose to be there on time while saving money and feel fully rested at the same time?

Utter shittiness. And you know what's the worst? There are no transport provided by our university AND you can't claim for gas and toll. I'm going there for two bloody weeks you imbeciles. Not just for a 2-hour day trip.

*fuh fuh fuh*

So to make things more bearable for us. I for once, will do something spontaneous. Not exactly spontaneous - we're planning to go to the beach!

The white sand, tall coconut trees and blue ocean practically begs you to come and stop for just a taste of freedom and holiday-ness. Ahhhh *daydreams* Now that is what seeing the glass as 'half-full' is like.

GLEEE! but, let's just see if it actually works out.

Romance

On Friday, we practically had nothing after 12 so I went back at 1.30 after having waffles and ice creams with my friends. And can you believe that guy? He was still asleep. Edward. PFFTTT.. just because he didnt have anything the whole day.

Anyway, I finally had a day with him alone. lucky me, he felt like bringing me out. Makan then movies. YES!!! It was nice because i finally get to shed off those horrible work clothes and wear something nice. *sigh* We had dinner at Johny's Steamboat and watched two movies!!

The first one was at 7 (Yes, I sinned. Ganti ganti). Clash of the Titans. If you're really into action watch it. If not the storyline isn't so special. Same old same old. Guy born demi-God, guy fights Gods, Guy saves the world. *waves it away* Girls, Sam Worthington lives up to his name. Worth it. Yummilicious. No love story plot! That's the first.

The 2nd movie was........ *faints* ....... just freaking awesome!!! It was funny, it was clever, it was sad, frustrating, suspense, and did I say HILARIOUS? I dunno, to me it was. Such a cute little thing. Nice to hear America Ferrera's voice again. And Gerard Butler. Ah the Irish accent. So macho. But anyway, GO WATCH IT. IT'S BETTER THAT WHAT EVER THE FIRST MOVIE WAS JUST NOW. *phew*

So thank you my love for that wonderful evening. Not to mention Plants VS Zombie the whole weekend. I had a great weekend. Those silly talks. I'm gonna blog some more. Soon. But seriously, watch this : *scroll down*