"About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him-
and I didn't know how dominant that part might be-
that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."
But!! If I'm Bella and if you've read the rest of the series - or least seen the new moon movie - you would know that a part of Bella feels strongly for Jacob Black too. I have my own Jake.
My own sunshine.
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him-
and I didn't know how dominant that part might be-
that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."
But!! If I'm Bella and if you've read the rest of the series - or least seen the new moon movie - you would know that a part of Bella feels strongly for Jacob Black too. I have my own Jake.
My own sunshine.The problem - or should I say good thing? - is I am no Bella. My Edward is not only the Ice King but also my sunshine. So where does that put my Jacob?
In Breaking Dawn, when Bella became one of them, Edward was no longer icy cold to her. But Jacob became hotter. My Jacob is definitely a bright hot star but he has his moments of dark gloom.
In the end, even though we don't fit with the characters well, metaphorically. I have Edward and Jacob. I'm lucky to be Elisha.
In Breaking Dawn, when Bella became one of them, Edward was no longer icy cold to her. But Jacob became hotter. My Jacob is definitely a bright hot star but he has his moments of dark gloom.
In the end, even though we don't fit with the characters well, metaphorically. I have Edward and Jacob. I'm lucky to be Elisha.
"Don't be afraid," I murmured. "We belong together."
I was abrubtly overwhelmed by the truth of my own words.
This moment was so perfect, so right, there was no way to doubt it.
His arms wrapped around me, holding me against him...
It felt like every nerve ending in my body was a live wire.
"Forever," he agreed*All quotes belong to Stephanie Meyer. No copyright intended*
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