Story of A Goddess

I had to be a masochist.
Just had to let my itchy fingers dial your number.
The voice although far from real still felt good.
A painful relief.
Hot tears spilled.
No more... No more... Please.

Then that empty promise was made.
Although i expected it to never happen, I was still angry.
Stupid stupid situation.
I calm myself.
Can't spoil it for you.
No more... No more.. please.

"Elisha he's drunk and we're all drunk
so he'll call you back tomorrow morning ok?
He's throwing up
Haha"

It pierced through me like a million white-hot knives. Ready to burn and leave me bereft.


*Haha Haha Haha....*

Although the intention was good, it replayed in my mind.
Like an evil sinister laugh.
I'm sorry I spoiled it.
I'm being eaten up from the inside.
No more... No more.. No more... Please.

Never again.

For most people, it is the end of the year. The time where we reminisce all the things that we have done in that year. Exams, found love, graduation, broken hearts and speeding tickets. It's always different every end of the year. Last year you had your first kiss, the previous year you broke a leg. It continues to change as you grow up. It marks the end of a 365-day cycle before the wheel turns around and start fresh.

For some, it is a beginning. The beginning of new hope, new resolution, new life. It's a thrill to know that a new starting line is being drawn and the race is reset. Everything that was in the past cannot be undone hence, it's time to think of NEW ways to handle and get over it.

For one person, this particular date of this particular year means a lot to him. Well, he doesn't care much about it but it is actually a big deal. He turns 21. Finally legal. The age that marks his absolute freedom. He's getting a golden key! It's time for him to spread his wings and fly. It's also the time where he spends it with his closest friends. A small gathering but worthwhile. With a cake that will eventually be smeared on his face. Laughs, jokes, and drinks. Last year, nothing happened because everything was a blur. He had end of semester finals and the only thing worth remembering was going to the NYE celebration in the packed-alley of The Streets in The Curve. But it was already the end of his special day. Still, he had his arms around a beautiful lady. He is one lucky man! haha.

This year like all the other years, he continued his tradition of small gathering party with his close friends. Unfortunately I don't get that kind of privilege. I have other obligations i have to take care of. He has his friends. I'm kinda bummed for not being able to EVER know or see that side of him. He may say that all he wants is to celebrate with me. But it doesn't help knowing that he is having fun and I'm not there to atleast share it with him.



*laughs softly* He texted saying he could call for free because it was his birthday (yea call me only when its free PFFTT!) But i know better. I can't wait for him because I'm gonna get hurt waiting when things don't turn out fine. I don't want our conversation to be fuzzy in his mind. I want it to be vivid. So I can just talk to him tomoro when both of us are more sober and sane.

Despite the shittiness that I'm going thru(btw, i have major fever now.) I know that I won't spoil it for him. He can have it his way. My life still has to continue. I have a wedding tomoro. Angkat dulang. Too sick though. Hope I can pull it off tomoro. I'm longing to be in Penang but my family always comes first. And I don't think I'm even fit to travel right now. I'm a little worried. I haven't been this sick since last year. And that last year was a bad ass fever. A turning point in my life.

Oh well, All our memories are deeply etched in my brain and heart. Hope that one day, when we are together again, I can celebrate your birth of life with you.



My Prince.
My Sanctuary.
My Heart.

I love you. Happy birthday.


XOXO
Yours Truly. Elisha

I love fireflies. The way they light up, glow and make it look like the whole world is twinkling at night. I just smile at the fact that every cartoon that has fireflies in it makes it more magical. Almost like pixie dust in Tinkerbell Movie.

You know what's funny? The fact that I have company over and want to ignore the other company have totally backfired on me. The current company is well, having jetlag. And the other company is TOTALLY IGNORING ME! I know some might say Elisha perasan but OMG! IM NOT KIDDING!

The title is based on a dear cousin's quote. She said that she was so bored that she would eat her own feet. BAHAHA.

This is just a setback Elisha. The year is coming to an end and my life already feels fcuking over. This is not even PMS because I just went thru my menses.

I love blogs. Come read this blog.

http://willyoukeepasecret.wordpress.com/

Good one. But very new. Just found it off the net. I love the writings. Very errr storybook-ish.

Okay Im gonna go kill myself now. Too bored.

Ever thought that playing with a match is harmless but when it falls and burns brighter and bigger you panic and try and put it out? The truth is when you start putting the match to the scratch board, you feel curious. When it lights up, the tiny spark and flame puts you in a trance and you feel attracted to it. But you get too close, it feels hot and you drop it. The match drops to a flammable material and ignites a bigger fire. Then when you start to panic. Racing heartbeat, sweaty palms, giddy and lightheaded. You quickly put the fire out and you sigh a breath of relief.


That is how i feel now. Im being honest with you now Edward. Im a flirt. Just like the way a gentleman treats me. But Im friendly to other guys. Just that lately, I have been seeing a lot of Jacob lately because you, Edward, are not here. My heart is racing but I wanna put it out quickly. Just to run back to you. Am i being fair? To Jacob? I dont think it's getting too far. But I still think that Im being a tad bit too selfish to enjoy the company of two boys together. And i don't want to break neither their hearts. The trouble is, Im born a heartbreaker.


In the end, i will run back to Edward. Jacob will know how to take care of himself. So why the hell is my heart still aching? I wonder if Bella thinks this way.

I finally have the guts to tell Edward. I don't even know if I should or why I'd wait. I certainly have no strings attached to Edward eventhough im already too attached. At the same time, the flirting with Jacob is fun. I don't know if its harmless. Why am i complaining?

My headache is coming again. I need to call Edward. I miss his voice. I have to stay a safe distance away from Jacob.

I love the both of you. Although I'm team Jacob, I want Edward to be mine.

A* was in town for 2 days hence, the lack of updates. I went to seremban and we saw three houses.

First house was perfect but its 850. double storey, four bedrooms, fully fully furnished with a/c. the downside of it, the taman is a bit quiet.

The second house was in front of a main road with shop houses around it. Looked more lively and spacious. single storey, 3 bedrooms but something missing i cant remember. and the house is a bit old. The furnitures in there are pretty worn down. 700

The last one, errr first and foremost its the nearest to my hospital about 2 minutes drive. haha. three bedrooms no a/c last room no fan. Its a bit dark on the inside, single storey very basic with a lot of neighbors around. The downside of it, that very house got broken into while the woman and children were in there. So this is a bit of the tabooed house. 700

They suggested apartments but i think its more expensive. I told mum but she said the decision is mine and i have to think this through. I chose house number 1. I swear i chose it not because its bigger but because its more well kept and complete.

What do you think?

* for the record, A isnt my housemate! He and six other friends is renting a BUNGALOW! WTF!

I have recently found my long lost twin's blog. You see, despite the fact that we are twins, I was born September 4th 1989 and she was born September 9th 1988 (note the difference in years). We live far apart from each other: I in Malaysia and she in Glasgow.


I remembered the first time seeing her. It was during my boarding school orientation week, in the dining hall having supper that i realized i saw someone really familiar. I mean how can there be another beauty such as i myself in this world! (Oh didn't i tell you I'm a narcissist?) Anyway, back to the story, I was rudely staring I'm sure.... She had long hair, (Ikal mayang?), tan skin, big dark brown eyes, gleaming white teeth and a bright smile. I was awe-struck! Cantiknya! Macam muka aku!I was seated right in front of her. Or wait, maybe diagonally. My weak human brain has a fuzzy memory of that part. But i was like sitting in front of a mirror. The night ended shortly afterwards without me knowing her name. I knew i was looking for a tag but I couldn't find any. HAH!

Later on, I realized I didnt look anything like her. I just thought that we had the same tanned skin (VERY TAN =)) and button noses. I mean, my teeth will never be that white or huge! hehe. Oh and we had the same build (before she went all anorexic on me - its a natural course for her. runs in the family. she's not an actual anorexic). So I left that train of thought wonder off on its own.

Then, when I finally got accepted to KYS, i found out that she was too. She was friends with Arthini since birth maybe. And she cut her loonnng loonnng hair! We were not close to begin with but I was close to Arthini so our bond sorta grew. Little did i know that soon, after a few months, or was it a whole year. I noticed that some students or teachers would call me Izati instead of Elisha. Elisha kan lagi sedap namanya. But Izati lagi popular. NGEE!!

And so the story where we got mixed up continues despite the fact that we are entirely in different classes for three years. What entails are far more important.
It wasn't the fact that we had similar features.
It wasn't the fact that we were indistinguishable.
It wasn't the fact that we had our birthdays close to each other.


It was the fact that we grew inseparable.
It was the fact that we shared secrets and carried burdens and solved problems together.
It was the fact that we somehow have a mental connection and can finish each other's sentences.
It was the fact that we laugh the loudest, cry the hardest and love the deepest.
It was the fact that we were the craziest and we gossip only among tight 6-lady group.
It was the fact that if i were to lose her one day, I'd feel a big part of me gone too.



And for that, we called ourselves twins.
I'm Twinz, She's Twinzy.

Somehow miraculously, our bond was never ruined, if not tightened, over the years that we grew apart physically in different continents. Half way across each other's world. A call to Glasgow ain't cheap! We manage somehow with technology. What with msn, and facebook, and blogs. To begin with, we don't usually see each other and have girls day out. But we have the IZATI-ELISHA ANNUAL SLEEPOVER! Haaa power tak?? teehee. But next year i doubt it can happen cause I'll be in Seremban and she might be coming back for only three weeks. I don't want to be selfish. Maybe i can bunk in with her this time. Seremban and Kajang is closer than Kota D with KJ right?

I look forward to seeing her become a successful pharmacist.
I look forward to having more trips with her when we're older and have lotsa money!
Basically, I look forward to being the one by her side till I'm old and wilting.

Love you Izati Md Ikram

Ever ready to extend my hand of friendship. Welcome to my blog.


*Isn't it a tad bit too much for a welcome post? Hah!
**Imi, if you're reading this, I know you tengah emo. Dont cry when you read this kay? I miss you. Feel free to read my old entries.

Joke of the day:



Abg Zura, a 9 week pregnant cousin of mine, was showing off her small mound of a belly.

The husband saw it and said,"Eh Bee, your perut dah buncit!"

Abg Zura was quiet for awhile and blasted back at him," Ye la sapa suruh you letak janin kat dalam perut I?!!?!?!"

(translation for the weak: I didn't ask you to spurt your seed in me)

I was barking like a mad bitch! HILARIOUS!!

Don't you just love it when you're in your room all cozy and warm in thick warm blankets with a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallow in your hands reading a book and suddenly you see that it's snowing outside. In my world, that only exist in dreams or once every 20 years. Unfortunaly for me, the closest thing to snow in malaysia is RAIN! We just dont have the kind of temperature that can turn the rain to snow. But i found this :

I realize that life is so fragile you need to be careful when living it. For example, when talking to someone when you're in a bad mood, you might end up hurting this person. When you drive too fast and for a split second that you left your eyes off the road; you crash. When you're very happy on some occasions. All these things you can't turn back and relive it. You can try but nothing will be the same. You can't just go back in time and go through the same events to change the outcome or just to feel the feelings that you felt again. And when you're stuck in a bad situation, you can't just hide away from it. Atleast try and fix it, despite the failures to come. You can't refresh the page.

I don't even know why I'm writing this. It's all gibberish.

Everybody I'm following on blog has updated and my dear sister (JANGAN LA SEDIH WHEN I SAY WE DONT NEED YOU!!! NEED IS DIFFERENT THAT WANT. YOUR HAPPINESS IS THERE TOO.I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.) told me to update mine.

Blog #1: Updates on the Twilight Saga: New Moon movie. Had a cute picture of both taylor and robert kissing kristen. Robert looked like he was enjoying himself. Hahah.

Blog #2: Updated about being sad and how she needs intervention to make herself cheerful again. Don't worry. I'll try and intervene. haha

Blog #3: Saying good luck to fellow mates who are going into internship programs.

Blog #4: Talking about how friends will be missed when you heads home to Malaysia. Stepping back to reality.

All of these blogs are great but I think mine would be the greatest. Hahah. I tell you why in a few minutes.

Second agenda of the day, a childhood friend had a birthday party. She is 21 and the brother is 12. Cool eh? they won't get that sort of figures till they are 23 and 32 or 34 and 43 or 45 or 54 and so on.... I like going there because of the cupcakes.

It's the weekends and HE WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED (wrote the previous entry btw =D) has gone home! HOME which is on another island! BAh! We were suppose to hang out and watch movie the night before because this morning he had to drive his friends and all. Anyway, I totally screwed my body clock and slept from 6pm to 4AM!!! I remembered waking up a few times. at 7 plus when he came and at night when he woke me up to eat and what not. But I didnt. And I remembered he put me to sleep at 12. finally letting me have my rest. I woke up at 4 feeling rather guilty because now i have less time to spend with him..... And now he's gone. WAAAA~!

Moving on, this morning I hung out at his place to send him off in BJ, then my family and I went to a sale in Atria mall in Damansara Jaya. Zara, Mossimo Dutti, Ted Baker and Pull & Bear are among a few brands. I got just one wrap around office dress. Ena got a cute cotton lacy tube top and mum got a sleeveless sweater/vest and comfy sweatpants. Dad's the driver..... haha


Then, we had lunch in Popeyes in TTDI. bleh... I don't like the food there. Bland....

I thought my day is done but we got dragged to central market in the heart of KL!! ARGH!! that's the worst. But I did find the place interesting. I have never been there. My twenty years of life! Gosh! The good part was that there was famous amos and I had my long-term craving No Nut Chocolate Chip Soft Cookie *melts*...!! After hours of whining and M-I-A's, Eleena saw a foot massage place. AAHHH that's the best 30 minutes of my day. =)

Consequently, we had to go home and right after the long drive, eleena and I decided to go to the cineleisure mall to buy new moon tickets. The jam was horrible! The heavy rain has apparently flooded half the road so there were many unfortunate drivers who had to stop at the side because their car lost power. Kesian. I was worried about Diva too. But she did a great job at driving swiftly through the massive puddle of water. Got the tickets and finally went home. Now, I'm gonna relax and just sleeeeep or read a few books that I have left untouched due to exams. I cant feel my arms now. Too much typing with little practise. It's starting to cramp up now.


bye bye

xoxo
Eli

I stalled in updating it because i wanted the last entry to be the first one. anyway i also wanted to put pictures. but i got lazy. The pictures are in My mum's phone. I'll give a second update.

I'm staring at snoring eli's tiny little foot which is hanging off the side of her bed as I type this.

I am supposed to be in line for tickets to New Moon in Cineleisure right now and she's supposed to be at some Raya open house.

Uh-huh...

I guess it'll be Mulan 2 and Oreos for the night X)

Happy Raya everyone.

and HELLO BABY!!!!

Yesterday might be the last day I see most of my IMU m207 friends. It was a blast guys. Words can't describe how much fun it has been. Finals are finally over. This is just a quick update because Eid-Adha is also today and have been busy spending time with family.
I look like I'm having fun, aren't I? More piccas on FB.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=44348&id=1344406554&l=76242183da
Check it out guys. Missing UK because tomoro he will be leaving for Penang tomoro. And i dont want to have too much fun before the results because I dont want to end up being miserable again and again and again....

Will update more soon.


xoxo
Eli

Ah.. I had OSCE's. You know the one with stationsand patients and crap! I'm not gonna talk about it. I don't want to jinx it. I wont make it bad. It wasn't all entirely good but I know I could've done better. So now, after a hard days worth with very little sleep. I will just relax....
And now i shall take a powerful rejuveniditating nap. ngaha!
Sweet dreams.

xoxo
Eli

Hah. I knew i couldn't kick ospe's ass today but atleast i could answer most of the questions and although some answers are entirely fictional and self-proclaimed theories, I have a good feeling that i actually passed it. Although there are some frustrating facts about my careless answers and idiocy. That's done and i'm happy. To those doing medicine I know you have heard of ospe's but to some lemme waste some time explaining it.



Imagine a room with arranged cubicles (side by side) where you can sit in one and see no other surrounding. You can feel the presence of you mates on either side but the cubicle blocks your view on what's on the other side of the divider. It's like sitting on a long dining table with friends but each person has walls on the sides and front. One cubicle is called a station. You are given exam questions on a thick pile of papers. Each station has a question. Let's say for example:

On exam paper: Question 1. Elisha is a 15 year old girl with fever of 3 days.
Picture A. View of her oral cavity.

On station board (Laminated A4 paper with a picture or chart or graph or any visual aid's): Picture A: Shown the back of throat.

So in the paper, questions like describe the gross picture..........................
What is your probable diagnosis?.............................................................
How do you treat it?.................................

Etc etc. Usually there will be more that one picture on each station. And one whole question, corresponding to one station, carries 10 marks. Simple. When you're done you move to the next station in order. till you finish all questions in the paper.

Here's the catch: Each station, you are only given 5 minutes to obtain 10 marks. Hah!

Imagine the panic and the confusion and the time to think is all squeezed into 2 minutes and you have 2 minutes to right down the answers. and another minutes, if you're bloody lucky to check the answers. 5 minutes are up! No time to change answers. You can only check them! hahah

The moving from a station to another is hard enough. GOSH!!! You do have rest stations. Mind you, IMU is very lenient with their students. In more prestigious medical schools or any university that practices this method of evaluation, they don't allow rest stations. So ways to find the loop to change your answers? When you have a station that you can really excel in, flip through the ones that you have missed and try and answer them. Tulisan takpe buruk. Or during the rest station pretend to fill in you ID number or right your name while flipping through each question. Do it discretely!

To those who share the same fate as I do, either you think it's easy because you're a smart ass or you are on the same boat as I am. It's mentally and physically exhausting. Drinking red bull and isotonic drink half hour before is recommended. If less than that, you might end up having palpitations and shivering of the hands. Hahhaha! that's worse.

Like my exam ways? It's better and more interacting but it gives you no chance at all to turn back time and change your mistakes. The only thing to do is to look forward to the next question and do your best and try to not repeat the same mistakes again. Kind of a lesson for life thing don't you think?

Well, that was today, Tuesday. I'm not done yet ladies and gentlemen. We don't have breaks between papers. And we are not so fortunate as to be given divisions of our subjects. Anything and everything that we have learned is being put to test. The practical, the knowledge, the general knowledge, common sense and ability to think quick while being precise and concise.
I'm a lazy ass so I find it quite a struggle. I don't know about the geniuses that i have in my batch. =S

Anyway, tomorrow is the killer ones. It's like ospe, with stations, 5mins and all but this time, you have patients!!! You examine them, take history, and answer relevant questions regarding the case presented. Yup, I need all the luck that I can get for now. And I'm spending to much time on this. I need to read and practice inspecting, palpating, percussing and auscultating a paid simulated patient. Bye for now. Wish me luck.


Ya Allah, bukakanlah pintu hatiku dan tenangkanla jiwa ku agar dapat menjalani peperiksaan esok dengan yakin dan cemerlang. Semoga segala usaha membawa kecemerlangan dan lulus periksa. Aku bertawakkal dan redha dengan apa apa yang diberikan. Pass Exam Please!!

Amin~

I have recently found my long lost twin's blog. You see, despite the fact that we are twins, I was born September 4th 1989 and she was born September 9th 1988 (note the difference in years). We live far apart from each other: I in Malaysia and she in Glasgow.


I remembered the first time seeing her. It was during my boarding school orientation week, in the dining hall having supper that i realized i saw someone really familiar. I mean how can there be another beauty such as i myself in this world! (Oh didn't i tell you I'm a narcissist?) Anyway, back to the story, I was rudely staring I'm sure.... She had long hair, (Ikal mayang?), tan skin, big dark brown eyes, gleaming white teeth and a bright smile. I was awe-struck! Cantiknya! Macam muka aku!I was seated right in front of her. Or wait, maybe diagonally. My weak human brain has a fuzzy memory of that part. But i was like sitting in front of a mirror. The night ended shortly afterwards without me knowing her name. I knew i was looking for a tag but I couldn't find any. HAH!

Later on, I realized I didnt look anything like her. I just thought that we had the same tanned skin (VERY TAN =)) and button noses. I mean, my teeth will never be that white or huge! hehe. Oh and we had the same build (before she went all anorexic on me - its a natural course for her. runs in the family. she's not an actual anorexic). So I left that train of thought wonder off on its own.

Then, when I finally got accepted to KYS, i found out that she was too. She was friends with Arthini since birth maybe. And she cut her loonnng loonnng hair! We were not close to begin with but I was close to Arthini so our bond sorta grew. Little did i know that soon, after a few months, or was it a whole year. I noticed that some students or teachers would call me Izati instead of Elisha. Elisha kan lagi sedap namanya. But Izati lagi popular. NGEE!!

And so the story where we got mixed up continues despite the fact that we are entirely in different classes for three years. What entails are far more important.
It wasn't the fact that we had similar features.
It wasn't the fact that we were indistinguishable.
It wasn't the fact that we had our birthdays close to each other.


It was the fact that we grew inseparable.
It was the fact that we shared secrets and carried burdens and solved problems together.
It was the fact that we somehow have a mental connection and can finish each other's sentences.
It was the fact that we laugh the loudest, cry the hardest and love the deepest.
It was the fact that we were the craziest and we gossip only among tight 6-lady group.
It was the fact that if i were to lose her one day, I'd feel a big part of me gone too.



And for that, we called ourselves twins.
I'm Twinz, She's Twinzy.

Somehow miraculously, our bond was never ruined, if not tightened, over the years that we grew apart physically in different continents. Half way across each other's world. A call to Glasgow ain't cheap! We manage somehow with technology. What with msn, and facebook, and blogs. To begin with, we don't usually see each other and have girls day out. But we have the IZATI-ELISHA ANNUAL SLEEPOVER! Haaa power tak?? teehee. But next year i doubt it can happen cause I'll be in Seremban and she might be coming back for only three weeks. I don't want to be selfish. Maybe i can bunk in with her this time. Seremban and Kajang is closer than Kota D with KJ right?

I look forward to seeing her become a successful pharmacist.
I look forward to having more trips with her when we're older and have lotsa money!
Basically, I look forward to being the one by her side till I'm old and wilting.

Love you Izati Md Ikram

Ever ready to extend my hand of friendship. Welcome to my blog.


*Isn't it a tad bit too much for a welcome post? Hah!
**Imi, if you're reading this, I know you tengah emo. Dont cry when you read this kay? I miss you. Feel free to read my old entries.

What i don't get with myself is, I vow that I won't leave things to the last minute and will do my best for the next exam that comes up. But why the hell am i still stuck in all this shit after all the 5 semesters that i have been here. It didn't start in university life, but since birth! Why do I have to be born lazy hence, need the extra effort for discipline? That I dont get. It would be better if I'm born RAJIN then this wouldnt be so much of a problem. Things are really getting outta hand. I'm really behind my studies and i can't do anything about it. Yea i know, some of you readers might just brush it off and say that I should be spending my time studying than complaining, whining and moping around. Oh well, will get back to studying after i get my beauty nap. Apparently I have stayed up for 23 going 24 hours. And I feel like crap. Crap isn't remotely close.

But anyway, this morning i had pancakes.


Ahhh... scrumptious and creamy and the smooth maple syrup just melts in my mouth like butter on a hot knife. My, I'm salivating just thinking about it now. As much as my stomach is protesting and asking me to eat and further insulate myself with pounds and pounds of fat, I shall cater to my brain's needs to rejuvenate and recuperate. I hate sleeping because one part of our sleep is the REM phase by which Rapid Eye Movements occur and during the blasted phase, 'reverse-learning' takes place. Yes you read it right. What you have learn, although some, you tend to forget them. Why the hell do i study then? URGH!!!

Oh well just a wuick update. Not that anyone reads this. I have loads to tell still. Missing some people and my life.



Oh yea, AZ is coming to town yet i won't be home to see her. I'm sorry baby AZ I see you after exams okay? Aunty Eli is gonna sleep now. Love you

XOXO
Eli

Pardon me, I was googling for a perfect picture of him to present to you but I got carried away. *wipes tears* He is magnificently beautiful. If you're still wondering where you've seen him, He was agent Zero in X-men. Zero to Hero!!! YEAH!!! If any of you by chance is still wondering who the hell he is, just put a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger already! Go watch Seducing Mr Perfect. As you guessed, he plays Mr Perfect. With the much-blessed internet, just go find out about him. The world wide web is amazing!!!!!!!!! *drools* Anyway, Mr Perfect here is also a model so watch out for him in any magazines. And to make my life better CBS came out with a new medical series replacing the dying ER show with Three Rivers. And guess who plays Dr David Lee? Yes my fellow readers. He does. *sigh* what a wonderful world. The show is only in it's first season and it's as far as 7-8 episodes. The plot is about organ transplant. Oh and I find it quite disappointing to know that some plot is similar to Grey's Anatomy. But who cares? Daniel BABY Henney is in it! He is definitely McSteamy! Okay, I shall cease talking about him for now. It'll only be pages and pages long before i finally feel like stopping.

Moving on, I found a dear friend's blogger and i have no idea how this person came about my blog but WELCOME!!! Dont trash the site!! and I'm impressed with your work! Great Job!

To Deanna, Jasmin, Fiza and etc. Please feel free to be free during January. I want to go on a vacation. Or just a huge Hang OUT!

To my dear KYS friends. Those who are coming home for Raya Haji/ Christmas/ New Year please contact me. I need to get scheduled. After i'm settled in a new house.<-------- That, we shall talk about in another entry. I'm tired just thinking about Baby Henney.

Till then. Kindly text me and call me when the need arise. Or simply 'cause you're bored. I'm willing to put a smile on your face or a happy swelling balloon in your chest. (No, not to give you gynaecomastia = Huge Boobs). Bye