Story of A Goddess

As i was sitting at a corner of the table of 12, i realize that i don't have much to say with a lot of people. especially gatherings.

I may be a crazy wild party goer but i can really sit back and relax minding my own business. Sometimes i wonder if im actually a loner.

On a brighter note, i studied today in starbucks and made progress. although little but still. i keep thinking of things that i want to do instead of planning the things that i need to be doing. Like J said, kosong. everything seems kosong.

i use to be able to compartmentalize my time and utilize it. where;s that discipline? it makes me hate internet and tv. iive got no one to blame but myself. i gotta get right back up.

i'm never really good at keeping journals. my updates are inconsistent. but i'm always waiting for 'lunch?' blog to update itself. it'll take a miracle.maybe blogs areeee for losers. when they are not regularly updated. no offense bloggers.