Story of A Goddess

It has been two days since i heard that news. when my cousin texted me about a rumor my heart bit so fast that i could feel it drumming against my ribcage. I couldn't believe it. I didnt want to believe it. There was no way this was happening to me. I had put my heart and soul into it yet my dreams were smashed like bugs on a windshield.

numerous places, i went to, to find the truth. To know the truth. It was still fresh the news. Not even entirely out yet. But i just had to find out. and there it was. The update that gave me the news. I wasnt entirely bad but i knew that something worse was going to come up sooner or later so i was already thinking of the worst!

When i saw it, my knee shook. despite the fact that i was already sitting didn't make it feel any better. I was no longer shock. I was depressed beyond measure. Sad beyond words. It took every ounce that i had to stand up straight, to make it look asthough i wasn't affected by that heart shattering piece of news.

My eyes were searching for some loopholes in it. Anything to tell me that this was a joke. It wouldve been a very extremely bad joke. I steadied myself with my hands and realized that they were trembling. It wasnt out of anger it was out of disbelief! I couldnt believe my bad luck. Such ROTTEN luck!!!

My vision blurred, but my eyes werent wet with tears. I head swayed and i realized i felt dizzy. Asthough experiencing an out of body event, i could hear my breathing getting faster and faster. The light in the room dimmed. Nobody was there to switch of the lights. I closed my mouth with my quivering hand to calm myself. I held onto my aching chest to ease the pain. I tried reasoning in my mind to cushion the blow. Nothing worked.

I gropped around for somebody, anybody that i could hold on to. I was alone. No one was there to save me. I straight away waited for UK to come grab me. But he had other obligations to deal with and i wasnt his priority then. I just sat there staring at the page. Rereading the article. It cant be.


Beyonce postponed her I am... Live concert in KL to future dates. that will be announced shortly.


My ass....! I'm already expecting her to cancel the show entirely now. I'm not going to wait anymore. There is no more hope. Beyonce, If you happen to read this. Please now that you did this to us. We dont care if you are in your tshirt and jeans. Ur still sasha fierce. But you failed us.


As my life drained out of me slowly while i accept the news.... Just then... UK knocked on the window. He's back. Life is back to being bright again.